Wednesday 22 June 2011

garden alone

bells toll ten pm i'm
inside the globe tree
bench back against trunk
leaves curtaining dirt paths in
light breeze around me sweeping straight veins
sacred dirt grounds the places you were touching
aberdeen hands to grass leaves to street touching
gravel pleiades mystery i
know something missing my
heart beats sluggish my
eyes weary have to pee but
peace around me staying
brushes and leaves scattered
floral arrangements and pollinations of the
spirit come away softly

you left me at the garden gate all
must face ourselves alone at
judgement seat, the mirror we
break is sometimes too
much my own enemy ashes to sword flashes
dust where are you
who told you (you were alone)

low whirr of twilight violinists and a
building vent repeating the same droll
climate control i am always
thinking about the concreting cracked hands empty
space on the bench beside
me but i'd hold my breath and clench a fist if there was
somebody (who told me)

alone i'm free to breathe deep
of this coughed damp chocolate dust
trading breath between my lungs and the
trees, intimacy (our hearts speak the same
word) the smell of deep dust and green we
must be going (says stern angel, flashing)
but i would stay i
don't stay in silence
so often i don't hear so clearly
the space the tangent touching

about to breathe



Saturday 11 June 2011

Abstraction in Art

Abstraction in art= the
the the the the the the
Meaning sentences may mince
Discard certain forms, nawhaddahmean?
Something to hold onto please?
A Rothko Red or landscaped corner of a greyed-over Richter.
Is this the art of giving up on beauty, dissecting truth?
As if all that could be known of a gazelle could be
plumbed with a scalpel--no story no face no
soul modernity what was I going to say? Anyway...
The shock sells. The dot on a paper a circus of shapes and
forms appeals to snobbery, All articles in different fonts (poem in poem)
a an
a
an
a an
a
an
a
an
a
an
a
an

No tapestries or four-syllable meanings.

Hey look! ¿"Art."? Van Gogh is a lion-tamer swamp-
tangler, a soul--All art is abstraction yes but this in front of me
is the work of the chainsaw man who decapitates Redwoods, counts rings,
keeps data and the
heart stops keeping beat.

Starry Nightscape Swirl

Stars scattered wildly,
Like alphabet soup or the plum pudding
model Adam riddled through with starry
electrons his broken bullet soul where the beauty
shone through--no stadium lights on Eden, no
watching, no spectation or mirrors or telescopes.

Like big and little bears of tipping
pots spilling cry out over spilled
milk it will teach you to meteor burn shoot like
the stars in Adam's eyes before the flashing
sword zodiabstractions--the Greeks would--I'm just saying--
systematize our cumulonimbus, no space for puffy sheep
wheat rows or thunderhead dragons; this protects us from trees of
life and we grid maps of paradise no--

Step into the night sky forget our conceived
constellwrapped sky saran(e) step into
space where you can't look at the flame
straight: it goes away. The spinning rows spiral
just past reaching and beautiful thorns sprout, walk in wild
hedges, prick unscarred hands. When we box
sky, put down pickets and stakes, it belongs to
us but our electron earth, our beloved stars, our
glowing eyes, sparkle in the plum
pudding night in one spectrum, one colourwheel one
glistening heaving, pregnant constellation.

Coatesville

Coatesville cool breath of
deeply chlorophylled air wink of
lawn gnomes rabbit in the ivy
past the gardens casting fishing lines
into the backyard the sun slants
a window world through deep green oak leaves.

The fireflies catch it in their bowels and
Rebroadcast to a heavy
Blue-green shadow-night